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Njan Rahulinte aniyathi aanu. Ariyaamennu ariyam. Erodil entho vaccancy ondennu paranjathu chodikkana njaan request ayache. Block okke cheythathu valare nannayittond. Athu kond njaan vishadammaaytt ellam manasilaakki. Athukondaanu ee email ayakkan theerumanichathu.  

Chettan randu moonnu praavashyam chodich orappichittalle ningal kaanam enn urappichathu? Ennit card kittunnenu alppam munp varanda, kaananda ennokke paranju cut cheyth block cheyyunnathinu shudha themmaditharam ennanu parayunnathu. Thara teamukale maathrame ithu vare chechy kandu kaanu. Ellarodum parayunna pole pullikkaranodum paranju. I understand. 

"IIT yil kittan ethra ‘divasam’ edukkum ennariyilla, athu kond veettukaar urappyum sammathikkilla,  Ellarum iyale pole paisa ondaakkana veliyil ponne"  ennokke aa manushyanod parayaan athyavashyam nalla vivarakkedu thanne venam. Paisa ondaakan jolikku alla chettan ponnathu. Fellowship koduthu avarde government invite cheythitta. Athokke manasilaakkan ahankaaram maathram pora, korachu budhi koode venam. CERNil ninnu  PhD kittiyappo governorsum central ministersum vare vilichu abhinandichua oralodaanu chechy angane paranjathu. 

Nerittu kandittu ishttappettillel venda ennu parayaamarunnallo? He did not force you to marry. Did he? Ente lifil ithrem vishamichu chettane kandittilla. onnonnara laksham roopa mudakki, aa manushyan Genevayil ninnu ivde vannu, Palakkadum Banglorum okke talk set aakki. Chechiye kaanan. 2-3 masam plan cheythu chechiyod chodich kaanam ennurappichitt.. Ennittanu thara varthamaanam ellam paranju block cheythathu. Coimbathuro Palakkatto private universittiyil vare keraam ningalde kaaryam nadannal ennu vare chettan paranjathalle? Who do you think you are? Karma phalam ennoru saadhanam ond. Oraale ingane apamaanikkunnathinu orikkalum nalla phalam aavilla. Athum ithrem honest ayitt olla oru manushyane.

Enne padippichathum kalyanam nadathaan olla sambhavam ellam medikkunnathum ellam chettana. Sthalam vaangiyathum, veedu vekkunnathum ellam chettan ottakka. Aa manushyane ningal apamaanichu. Ningalkku athinulla yogyatha illa. Athrem maasam chettanodu samsaarichittum pullide range ningalkku manasilayittilla.  Aadyamaayittanu ennod oru pennine ishttamaanennu chettan parayunne. Aaa oru bahumaanam vechu chodikkuva.. ithrem vayasaayittum anganoraalod jyothishom veettukarde sammathamillaymem okke parayan engane saadhikkunnu? Chettanu computer onnum ariyaanjittalla lappinte kaaryam okke chodichathu. Athrem computer knowledge Indiayil polum aarrkkum ariyunnundaavilla.. Veedinte style adakkam pulli chodichathu njaan kandu. Veruthe ningal ingane cheyyandaarunnu. You could say him no directly.  Probably you cannot after seeing him. That I dont know. From his words, I know he likes you very much. This I know.

Chettanu daiva vishwaasam illa. Pakshe enikku nalla vishwaasam ond. Saraswathim Hanumaanum Sreeramanum okke pullide koode thanne ond. Athu kondaanu ee lokathe ettom valya research nadakkunnidathu poyi padikkan pattiyathu. He is not after money as well. Veruthe Pazhayannoorum okke poyi kalyaanam nadathaan prarthichittu matrimonyil nokki irunnal kaaryam onnum illa. Daivam kondu varumbo manasilaakkan olla yogam koode venam. Kore naal kazhyumbo ningalkku manasilaakum aarodaanu aa maathiri varthamaanam paranjathennu. Inganokke kaanichathennu. 

He told, you probably have depression and says that he is seeing himself in your place, not even bothering to listen to another proposal. He was the perfect gift to you from god for your prayers. You did not understand it. Enthu saahacharyam aanenkilum Chechy cheythathu ottum sheriyalla. Better go and correct it somehow. I don't know how because you made it very bad with arrogant things.  Athyaavashyam nalla mandatharam ondennu manasilaayi. Athu kond eni engaanum ithellam kettitt poi samsaarikkuvaanel oru free advice koode tharam. Chettan oralkku message ayachittondel ayalde DNA vare pullide kayyil kaanum.  If you feel that he is angry, do not continue, leave it there itself. His anger is not something one can survive or get away with.