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Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 03:55

Can I listen to any new stuff. Give you some feedback
Just want to help
Or relate

Oplandisks — Today at 03:58
oh shit hi colin you doing ok?

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 03:59
Yes I am.
So what do you say

Oplandisks — Today at 03:59
u had me quite worried last month cos you seemed like u were going crazy

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 03:59
I can give you descriptive feedback
Yes I died inside

Oplandisks — Today at 04:00
i mean all jokes aside are you doing ok?

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:00
Yes I'm happy

Oplandisks — Today at 04:00
you have to understand im a real human being actually worried that you are not well. so be crystal clear about that please

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:00
I have a gift

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:01
Thank you I appreciate that
I think a lot about you

Oplandisks — Today at 04:01
u think a lot about me?
you dont seem to know who i am or anything


Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:02
Yes I mean as in a think you are a great guy

Oplandisks — Today at 04:02
why?

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:02
Well I now occasionally drink beer

Oplandisks — Today at 04:02
what/where do you know me from?

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:02
Just to chill
My mind is different
I remember our past convos

Oplandisks — Today at 04:03
which convos are you talking about

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:04
You don't remember?

Oplandisks — Today at 04:04
you just have to be more clear
more specific

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:04
You drink beer to create some kind of space to think

Oplandisks — Today at 04:05
sure so many of us do that

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:05
But the way you said it changes the way it feels

Oplandisks — Today at 04:06
explain more about what i said

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:07
Hmm I just did. You drink to create space to think. It allows you to feel more connected to your music

Oplandisks — Today at 04:07
well yeah sure

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:08
But usually we just drink to drink
Or I do
Lol

Oplandisks — Today at 04:08
i just dont remember what i specifically said about that  when we alst talked

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:08
Yes that's my gift
I remember the important parts. They come like flash backs
You were worried I was schizo

Oplandisks — Today at 04:10
i was genuinely worried yeah

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:11
You also said you have autism

Oplandisks — Today at 04:11
things you said had patterns that i recognised from some schiz i have talked to

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:11
Yes
But sometimes freaky things happen

Oplandisks — Today at 04:12
i prob dont have autism its just a sort of word everyones uses to describe how we have all mostly become mentally wonky losers
i agree about freaky things

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:12
Anything for you?

Oplandisks — Today at 04:12
but i really hope you arent reading into the dfreaky side of life too deeply

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:12
Can you share anything?

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:13
Not in a harmful way
Mark is a little paranoid

Oplandisks — Today at 04:13
once i found a perfectly purple snail shell buried pretty deep in the soil
and i never figured out why it was purple
i kept it for years in a small container
and it went missing

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:14
That's the most awesome thing ever lol

Oplandisks — Today at 04:14
im sure somehow it could be explained rationally
but i understand how this world shows us stange things sometimes

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:15
I'm good at decoding weird stuff. I don't think you want to go down that road do you?

Oplandisks — Today at 04:15
i dont want to hurt you
and i get the feeling its not healthy for you to go down those roads

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:15
You can hurt me if you want.

Oplandisks — Today at 04:16
no colin thats fucked up

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:16
Lol

Oplandisks — Today at 04:16
u dont need to be hurt
u need to look into how you chill this whole thing out
how you gonna get out of this frame of mind

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:16
It's impossible now mate. Chill

Oplandisks — Today at 04:17
dont you miss the feeling of things being balanced and normal?
sounds like ur really carried away mate

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:17
Lol
I can change gears

Oplandisks — Today at 04:17
try and see this from my point of view

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:18
If I'm making you uncomfortable I can change gears

Oplandisks — Today at 04:18
dont worry colin i just want you to feel alright

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:18
OK changing gears
So tell me how's life?

Oplandisks — Today at 04:18
dont worry about me just say what you want to say. but let me point out when i worry that its not good for you too

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:19
Lol I'm not worried about you.

Oplandisks — Today at 04:19
do you understand why im a bit worried about you

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:19
I'm just asking how your life is?

Oplandisks — Today at 04:19
my lifes ok
its really ok actually
just have normal problems and stuff

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:20
That's good. I live in a peaceful area
From this area the sky is very clear
So I see all the constellations

Oplandisks — Today at 04:21
sounds basically good

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:22
Thanks

Oplandisks — Today at 04:23
would be nice to get a lot of clear sky

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:23
My window doesn't have curtains so I can watch the stars when I'm awake
Its actually better not having curtains
These little things are what people don't see

Oplandisks — Today at 04:24
because of the curtains
you mean?

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:25
Right but because their mind is closed too
So they go to the store and buy the curtains first day they move in
And miss a beautiful show

Oplandisks — Today at 04:26
i know what u mean
when did you fisrt realize about curtains

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:27
OK but before I answer that do u notice a change in me?

Oplandisks — Today at 04:28
im not sure what do you mean?

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:28
I switched persona

Oplandisks — Today at 04:28
when did you do that?

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:28
Lol
Your mind is closed. I told you remember?

Oplandisks — Today at 04:29
when did you do that?
answer me about when you did that

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:29
I said I m going to change gears

Oplandisks — Today at 04:29
right

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:29
So resonated with your energy

Oplandisks — Today at 04:30
see what u mean!

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:30
Loooool
This world has So much more than your eyes can see 
But you have to be open 
Love you dude ❤️
The problem is if you don't resonate at someone's frequency they start feeling fear based energy
Think about that

Oplandisks — Today at 04:34
i worried about this colin
what should i be feeling instead?

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:34
Exactly

Oplandisks — Today at 04:35
exactly?

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:35
Yes

Oplandisks — Today at 04:35
its not fair to talk to me in riddles dude. you have to treat me like a human here

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:37
OK you have been programmed by society to see the world a certain way.
So if you want I can unlock your mind

Oplandisks — Today at 04:40
i dunno dude what do you mean

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:40
OK we can stop if you feel agitated
I'm sorry
I'm still learning to resonate

Oplandisks — Today at 04:41
when did you start trying to resonate?

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:41
I started at my own pace. My mind is ultra fast
I slowed down as you got more and more agitated

Oplandisks — Today at 04:42
humans always respond to each other and adjust its just average human behaviour
please be more clear about what you are saying

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:43
Yes ok

Oplandisks — Today at 04:43
just explain yourself dude

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:43
There is no rush.
Add me as a friend
And I'll help you to understand

Oplandisks — Today at 04:44
no that doesnt need to happen
im not going to use discord much longer

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:44
OK
I do care about you

Oplandisks — Today at 04:45
i was never into discord much you know what i mean?
so i dont plan on making it into a network of people i know

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:45
OK mate

Oplandisks — Today at 04:45
why do you care about me btw
like who do you think i am
its pretty strange for you to talk to me out of nowhere like you have known me a long time

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:46
A genius spots a genius

Oplandisks — Today at 04:46
yeah but like i said i deserve clear answers cos im a human being

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:46
OK I'm sorry
I'll give you an answer

Oplandisks — Today at 04:47
clear answer

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:47
I'm the most enlightened guy in the world

Oplandisks — Today at 04:47
shit answer mate you have to give me another

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:48
OK I'm the happiest guy in the world

Oplandisks — Today at 04:48
take me for a cunt again colin and ill cut u off fast f4gg3t answer me properly
where u know me from

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:49
Can I start again
As one human to another as you said

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:50
This was not kind either
I had a very traumatic life
It wasn't visible for anyone to see
But it was very punishing life
It started at high school when the bullying started
I was always the outsider
So I learnt to make people laugh at my own expense
I got really good at it that everyone around me could only relate to me as the weird kid
And I believed I was
I was able to draw photographically at the age of 8

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:58
So I guess being the outsider I seeked other fellow genius s 
Anyway I don't know if you are there but ill leave it with that

Oplandisks — Today at 05:00
i know what u mean colin i mean the internet is full of special boys like me and you
but you have to tell me where you know me from
right now
cos its pissing me off a bit
understandable. right?

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 05:01
I just liked your music on the discord server.

Oplandisks — Today at 05:01
right ok
sheesh aint that a relief just turned out to be pure and simple like that

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 05:02
Yes

Oplandisks — Today at 05:02
for a minute i thought you were hiding in my hedges colin

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 05:02
Lol

Oplandisks — Today at 05:02
ill let you go now colin

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 05:02
Ok

Oplandisks — Today at 05:02
but just try to keep yourself in a positive frame of mind
dont get carried away or anything

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 05:03
What time is it there?
Cos it's 5:03

Oplandisks — Today at 05:03
i know what u mean
bye dude

Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 05:03
Ok