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Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 03:55 Can I listen to any new stuff. Give you some feedback Just want to help Or relate Oplandisks — Today at 03:58 oh shit hi colin you doing ok? Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 03:59 Yes I am. So what do you say Oplandisks — Today at 03:59 u had me quite worried last month cos you seemed like u were going crazy Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 03:59 I can give you descriptive feedback Yes I died inside Oplandisks — Today at 04:00 i mean all jokes aside are you doing ok? Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:00 Yes I'm happy Oplandisks — Today at 04:00 you have to understand im a real human being actually worried that you are not well. so be crystal clear about that please Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:00 I have a gift Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:01 Thank you I appreciate that I think a lot about you Oplandisks — Today at 04:01 u think a lot about me? you dont seem to know who i am or anything Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:02 Yes I mean as in a think you are a great guy Oplandisks — Today at 04:02 why? Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:02 Well I now occasionally drink beer Oplandisks — Today at 04:02 what/where do you know me from? Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:02 Just to chill My mind is different I remember our past convos Oplandisks — Today at 04:03 which convos are you talking about Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:04 You don't remember? Oplandisks — Today at 04:04 you just have to be more clear more specific Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:04 You drink beer to create some kind of space to think Oplandisks — Today at 04:05 sure so many of us do that Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:05 But the way you said it changes the way it feels Oplandisks — Today at 04:06 explain more about what i said Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:07 Hmm I just did. You drink to create space to think. It allows you to feel more connected to your music Oplandisks — Today at 04:07 well yeah sure Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:08 But usually we just drink to drink Or I do Lol Oplandisks — Today at 04:08 i just dont remember what i specifically said about that when we alst talked Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:08 Yes that's my gift I remember the important parts. They come like flash backs You were worried I was schizo Oplandisks — Today at 04:10 i was genuinely worried yeah Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:11 You also said you have autism Oplandisks — Today at 04:11 things you said had patterns that i recognised from some schiz i have talked to Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:11 Yes But sometimes freaky things happen Oplandisks — Today at 04:12 i prob dont have autism its just a sort of word everyones uses to describe how we have all mostly become mentally wonky losers i agree about freaky things Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:12 Anything for you? Oplandisks — Today at 04:12 but i really hope you arent reading into the dfreaky side of life too deeply Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:12 Can you share anything? Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:13 Not in a harmful way Mark is a little paranoid Oplandisks — Today at 04:13 once i found a perfectly purple snail shell buried pretty deep in the soil and i never figured out why it was purple i kept it for years in a small container and it went missing Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:14 That's the most awesome thing ever lol Oplandisks — Today at 04:14 im sure somehow it could be explained rationally but i understand how this world shows us stange things sometimes Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:15 I'm good at decoding weird stuff. I don't think you want to go down that road do you? Oplandisks — Today at 04:15 i dont want to hurt you and i get the feeling its not healthy for you to go down those roads Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:15 You can hurt me if you want. Oplandisks — Today at 04:16 no colin thats fucked up Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:16 Lol Oplandisks — Today at 04:16 u dont need to be hurt u need to look into how you chill this whole thing out how you gonna get out of this frame of mind Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:16 It's impossible now mate. Chill Oplandisks — Today at 04:17 dont you miss the feeling of things being balanced and normal? sounds like ur really carried away mate Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:17 Lol I can change gears Oplandisks — Today at 04:17 try and see this from my point of view Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:18 If I'm making you uncomfortable I can change gears Oplandisks — Today at 04:18 dont worry colin i just want you to feel alright Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:18 OK changing gears So tell me how's life? Oplandisks — Today at 04:18 dont worry about me just say what you want to say. but let me point out when i worry that its not good for you too Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:19 Lol I'm not worried about you. Oplandisks — Today at 04:19 do you understand why im a bit worried about you Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:19 I'm just asking how your life is? Oplandisks — Today at 04:19 my lifes ok its really ok actually just have normal problems and stuff Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:20 That's good. I live in a peaceful area From this area the sky is very clear So I see all the constellations Oplandisks — Today at 04:21 sounds basically good Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:22 Thanks Oplandisks — Today at 04:23 would be nice to get a lot of clear sky Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:23 My window doesn't have curtains so I can watch the stars when I'm awake Its actually better not having curtains These little things are what people don't see Oplandisks — Today at 04:24 because of the curtains you mean? Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:25 Right but because their mind is closed too So they go to the store and buy the curtains first day they move in And miss a beautiful show Oplandisks — Today at 04:26 i know what u mean when did you fisrt realize about curtains Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:27 OK but before I answer that do u notice a change in me? Oplandisks — Today at 04:28 im not sure what do you mean? Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:28 I switched persona Oplandisks — Today at 04:28 when did you do that? Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:28 Lol Your mind is closed. I told you remember? Oplandisks — Today at 04:29 when did you do that? answer me about when you did that Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:29 I said I m going to change gears Oplandisks — Today at 04:29 right Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:29 So resonated with your energy Oplandisks — Today at 04:30 see what u mean! Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:30 Loooool This world has So much more than your eyes can see But you have to be open Love you dude ❤️ The problem is if you don't resonate at someone's frequency they start feeling fear based energy Think about that Oplandisks — Today at 04:34 i worried about this colin what should i be feeling instead? Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:34 Exactly Oplandisks — Today at 04:35 exactly? Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:35 Yes Oplandisks — Today at 04:35 its not fair to talk to me in riddles dude. you have to treat me like a human here Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:37 OK you have been programmed by society to see the world a certain way. So if you want I can unlock your mind Oplandisks — Today at 04:40 i dunno dude what do you mean Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:40 OK we can stop if you feel agitated I'm sorry I'm still learning to resonate Oplandisks — Today at 04:41 when did you start trying to resonate? Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:41 I started at my own pace. My mind is ultra fast I slowed down as you got more and more agitated Oplandisks — Today at 04:42 humans always respond to each other and adjust its just average human behaviour please be more clear about what you are saying Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:43 Yes ok Oplandisks — Today at 04:43 just explain yourself dude Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:43 There is no rush. Add me as a friend And I'll help you to understand Oplandisks — Today at 04:44 no that doesnt need to happen im not going to use discord much longer Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:44 OK I do care about you Oplandisks — Today at 04:45 i was never into discord much you know what i mean? so i dont plan on making it into a network of people i know Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:45 OK mate Oplandisks — Today at 04:45 why do you care about me btw like who do you think i am its pretty strange for you to talk to me out of nowhere like you have known me a long time Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:46 A genius spots a genius Oplandisks — Today at 04:46 yeah but like i said i deserve clear answers cos im a human being Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:46 OK I'm sorry I'll give you an answer Oplandisks — Today at 04:47 clear answer Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:47 I'm the most enlightened guy in the world Oplandisks — Today at 04:47 shit answer mate you have to give me another Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:48 OK I'm the happiest guy in the world Oplandisks — Today at 04:48 take me for a cunt again colin and ill cut u off fast f4gg3t answer me properly where u know me from Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:49 Can I start again As one human to another as you said Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:50 This was not kind either I had a very traumatic life It wasn't visible for anyone to see But it was very punishing life It started at high school when the bullying started I was always the outsider So I learnt to make people laugh at my own expense I got really good at it that everyone around me could only relate to me as the weird kid And I believed I was I was able to draw photographically at the age of 8 Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 04:58 So I guess being the outsider I seeked other fellow genius s Anyway I don't know if you are there but ill leave it with that Oplandisks — Today at 05:00 i know what u mean colin i mean the internet is full of special boys like me and you but you have to tell me where you know me from right now cos its pissing me off a bit understandable. right? Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 05:01 I just liked your music on the discord server. Oplandisks — Today at 05:01 right ok sheesh aint that a relief just turned out to be pure and simple like that Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 05:02 Yes Oplandisks — Today at 05:02 for a minute i thought you were hiding in my hedges colin Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 05:02 Lol Oplandisks — Today at 05:02 ill let you go now colin Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 05:02 Ok Oplandisks — Today at 05:02 but just try to keep yourself in a positive frame of mind dont get carried away or anything Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 05:03 What time is it there? Cos it's 5:03 Oplandisks — Today at 05:03 i know what u mean bye dude Colin/Always Cosey — Today at 05:03 Ok
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